Only the future matters?

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“If you want to get out of a hole, the first thing to do is stop digging”

Is a sentence I believe I heard on the game Red Dead Redemption, and is one I’ve used as advice for a few people already.

I like the sentence because it implies maybe you’re the reason for your problems not going away, as you’re not looking to change. And I do believe that. 


The reason why I’m saying this is because today I was feeling a bit… Gloomy I think describes it better. I was feeling gloomy. Why? I’m not sure.

Maybe because nothing exciting is happening anymore, maybe because I do the same things everyday for productivity and efficiency, and thus lost the feeling of satisfaction you get when you do something you had to, maybe I’m lacking purpose in life, maybe because I believe the current days don’t matter at all, as the results of my work will come only in a few months.

I don’t know.

But then I thought: “How about you apply your own advice to yourself lil bro?”

As much as I would like to say that it fixed things, I still don’t really feel better… It’s probably because as I said, the current days feel like just stuff that I have to do to become who I want to become.

Is it that bad? I mean eventually I’ll be able to do whatever I want, but I really don’t want to fall into that trap “Once I get there, I’ll be happy”, everyone gets warned about that. 

So I’m not really sure what to do. 


This post is really just me trying to organize my thoughts. Maybe this helps : )

When I say “I can see the future”, I’m only half joking. Some stuff I know will happen, I’ll get better at what I want to get better at, I’ll be who I want to be, and the rest I’m really curious to see.


Anyway that’s basically it for today. I didn’t plan anything so I just said whatever, hopefully people still like it : )

Good luck out there! Tomorrow I’ll have something new.
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