Inner peace

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 Hope you enjoy the read! : )


I had something really interesting to talk about today, but I forgot. 

So I’m not sure what to write about… This post might be all over the place but hey at least it feels like I’m actually talking to you right? : )

It might feel more genuine.


Ah, I remembered it. I won’t delete the start tho.


Peace. I believe that’s something that basically everyone is looking for. At least inner peace.

You might like a chaotic life, I personally am CRAVING for a life full of stuff to do and things just happen out of nowhere, but I doubt anyone wants chaos inside them.

Now look… I was never really the type of person that gets affected by things, but a while back I experienced what you would call… How do I say this politely? Bullshit. Some stuff just really bothered me and was eating me alive, and since I didn’t see myself as someone who gets affected at all by things, I didn’t allow myself to feel what was going on.

That only made me live in pure agony for days, as the feelings just didn’t go away. The only way out to find peace there was to finally allow myself to what I’d like to call grief.


And now I’m kinda glad this happened. It showed me that the last thing you should do is fight with yourself. I believe this applies to everyone. If you want peace, don’t fight yourself, just do what feels right.

I remember back then I had an inkling of what I should do to finally move on, but didn’t pursue it. It just made it worse. The feeling of anguish lasted way longer than it should have had. 


I’M SURE this post showed up perfectly timed for some people out there, see it as destiny : )

So yeah, that’s it for today. Jeez I love doing this! 

See you tomorrow! Good luck out there.
Imagine i'm in front of you talking about life really moving my hands and doing faces. That's basically how it looks like talking to me

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