Addicted to greatness

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I’m not sure how I should start this post. It’s more of a personal thing that might, idk, inspire some people.

Today was a really interesting day. And I realized that I might be addicted to the feeling of being unstoppable regarding doing “hard things”.


A few hours ago I went through the mental process of accepting that someone you cared for dearly doesn’t care that much about you. So that I don’t get emotionally drained during the days anymore, I had to basically just let that person go, and let go of my care for them.

It sucked. It was like an explosion of feelings. It was hard. 

But after a while of feeling this way, I suddenly got a high so high that it felt like… I don’t want to say drugs… It was like I just scored the winning goal at the end of the match.
I believe that happened once I realized how uncomfortable it was feeling all that, how hard it was, and I still did it. Then I remembered other things during the day that sucked and really bothered me, but were a process that eventually would be over, and I got even more excited.


I love this sensation of “toughness”. I feel addicted to doing things that really bother you, but you know they will be resolved and aren’t just torture.

Now I say this might inspire a few people because the feeling is AMAZING. And it’s healthy I think : )

I don’t know if it gives you the same high as… Alcohol, smoking or other things, and yes it takes longer. But you only WIN with it! 

It might not apply to everyone, but hopefully some people get out there and do what they know will make them better! At least the high you’ll feel it’s worth it if you don’t really care about what you’re doing.


Now yes, I believe life is about balance. Don’t just make yourself a slave to that high. Live your life like you know you should be living. You can both be happy by doing hard things and be happy by just hanging out with friends! Do whatever feels right. It’s your life.


Ah yeah, if you’d like to talk to other fun people and me you can join the discord server of the blog : )

The people there inspired me to write this.

It’s on the left.

That’s it for today!

Stay safe out there! Boa sorte por aí! (That’s portuguese)

See you tomorrow.
Imagine i'm in front of you talking about life really moving my hands and doing faces. That's basically how it looks like talking to me

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